I spent the last night of my after prom with my ex. Just talking. I miss him.
May 29, 2012
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Its sickening how im scrolling thru my tumblr and looking at pictures and saying to myself ‘wow i was so in love’
May 14, 2012
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May 14, 2012
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It hit me saturday. like a ton of bricks were weighing down my shoulders and until i talked to someone about it or cried i would continue to feel that way. i still just feel like screaming ‘that should be me’ ‘that was supposed to be me’ ‘you did the wrong thing to the right girl’ To see someone change so drastically and stand by and not even watch because you refuse but constantly hear about the shit thats happening eventually all got to me. But who am i to try to take away someones happiness? Even though mine was ripped out and torn from underneath me, why fight fire with fire at this point? knowing i’ll never ever get an answer, and if i did id probably fall to the floor and im not even being dramatic. Today my theology teacher was talking about marriage, and i usually tune her out and fall asleep but something told me to stay awake and listen to her. She was talking about how people get married for the wrong reasons and how whenever her sons told her they broke up with a girlfriend she asked them if they had a valid reason. She continued to say that if your dating someone, no matter for how long and when they go home you yearn for them and miss them with every bone in your body and just want to be with them all over again and if your genuinely mad when they leave because you dont want to go to sleep alone that should be a reason right there. She said that another big reason on knowing someone if perfect for you is if they are opposite of you, because you need someone who compliments you and someone needs you if you compliment them. My ex boyfriend would never let me sleep alone. EVER. And we would both get mad when he had to drive me home and when he did, at 3 in the morning and i fell asleep in the car i would wake up and he would be holding my hand. I regret all the times he wanted to have sleepovers and i just said no for no reason. I strongly believe we did compliment eachother. He had everything in a boyfriend that i didnt know i was looking for. He would blow up my phone for no reason, just so when i looked at my phone i knew he missed me and that he was thinking of me. He actually spoiled me like a princess as well and treated me like one. I constantly look for reasons in my head about things i could of done wrong to make him do what he did to me and i cant find one, not one. He was the outgoing type that always made me laugh. even though im just as outgoing he was funny, with everything. we could never fight in person because we couldnt take eachother serious. I was the type of girl who hated staying in and i needed to go out and party every friday and saturday night but when i was with him and we layed in bed and watched movies on friday and saturday i still had the best weekends of my life and i dont even know why. I think im just so upset because i know I JUST KNOW that everythings there. i KNOW he loved me more than anything and i know im 18 and i know its a bullshit highschool relationship but i just dont understand why he cant just speak to me. His friends told me he wants to be friends but doesnt know where to start, and i thought i wanted that to but i havent heard his voice in two months and i dont even remember what it sounds like. and i think ive been doing pretty good and if i hear his voice, ill be back to that place all over again and im trying to stay the furthest away from. I dont want to sound cliche and say he broke my heart, because i wasnt even fully there to begin with.
Ah. i feel alot better now. xo tumblie
May 14, 2012
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May 14, 2012
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May 14, 2012
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I feel blessed that I have one person in my life that i can vent to about anything and he knows all the right things to say. Even when i doubt he does, he still says something to make me feel better and to pick me up. We can go weeks without talking but in the back of my head i tell myself ‘Thats my bestfriend’ and i know hes not going anywhere. Ever.
May 13, 2012
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